Wednesday, January 10, 2007
LIFE - Mind Of A Mankind - Chapter Twenty-Four
THE LOVE WE SHARED
If you feel my love,
Then show it to my world and yours,
That we are not nothing.
We have feelings too.
Our Love is like I Love You.
If you wish to know my love,
Then show it to the world
Our love for them too.
We say 'Goodbye' because We must
But that doesn't mean We must.
If you feel me now,
Please forgive me now.
For I came so far to say to you,
I love you and please love life,
The way I love you now.
Prayers of the souls from near you
(The above text is written by automatic writing technique only today and now as I conclude this chapter. You can feel them within your heart and see them within your mind. They are near you.)
Natalia came to meet me in the early period of November just to chat about general matters pertaining to their new home and how they were doing. I was talking to her about the boys and then a thought came to me about the boys' age and also about their birth date. So I told Natalia, "Why not have a birthday celebration and party for Budi, Soni and Heru. I thought about it and I told Natalia to make those boys wondered about having the dates of their birth the same, so that they could celebrate it together and to celebrate it as soon as possible. It was also a good way for them to know their neighbours and a house warming invitation for them. Natalia was very happy with the idea. And the 14th of November, was the birthday celebration for Budi, Soni and Heru. I knew it was good for them to know and experience what it was like to have friends coming over to their birthday party and having numerous friends talking and playing with them.
It was a grand party and it was just like they had wanted. I was very pleased with their birthday celebration and Natalia told me that Gordon had invited all their neighbours and friends to attend the birthday party for the boys. He had specially invited a clown to play and entertaining the children. Budi, Soni and Heru had a great time. They loved meeting children and having them over to play games with their new friends. Natalia told me that the boys had received many presents and Gordon was thrilled to have his friends to celebrate together with him and his family. Margarita, Mas Anton and Ricky were there too to make the occasion more lively and fun for the guests. That was the information I had gathered from Natalia, Margarita, Mas Anton.
The boys were still unavailable for me to talk to for reasons I did not know until one day when Heru told me that they were told by Natalia and Gordon not to disturb Yani and I, because Natalia had told them that Yani and I were too busy and exhausted to talk to them. I found out from Heru too that Natalia had warned them of going to my new home because she did not want Kakak's family to be disturbed by them. They were also afraid of going into my new home because they did not know Kakak's family but they usually walked past outside my house just to peek and see who were or was inside it.
The first time I met Heru in my new home was in the early period of December 1993. Heru said that he had made himself brave to approach Kakak. He narrated to me what he had done and said.
He had knocked on the door and at the same time calling out, 'Permisi! Permisi! (Excuse me! Excuse me)' loudly. Then Kakak opened the door. Then he spoke to her like this,"Permisi. Saya datang untuk berjumpa dengan Om Bi. Boleh nggak?" In English, he said, "Excuse me. I've come to meet my uncle Bi. Can or cannot?" Kakak asked him who he was and he had introduced himself to her and she replied to him, "Oh! Boleh. Kamu boleh jumpa Om kamu" (Oh! Can. You can meet your uncle.)'.
Heru said that Kakak had commented that he looked very cute and she had slightly pinched his chubby cheek. And they became good with each other like a big sister and a little brother. From that day onward, Heru came very often to meet me. Then Budi and Soni came to meet me too. They said that their birthday celebration was very good and they had a wonderful time. They loved receiving presents from their friends. It was their way to thank me for showing my love for them too.
One thing I noticed when I spoke to Heru and Soni, they seemed to have developed their communication skills with me though they sometimes found it hard to express or explain things to me. They seemed to have grown up much faster in their spirit world if compared to the physical world babies and children.
I remembered teaching Heru to nod his head as he listened to the songs or music. He loved that and I also taught Budi, Soni and Heru to raise their hands and sway their hands side to side when they danced. They loved raggae songs and music.
I remembered looking at Soni danced slowly with his legs kicking right to left and left to right. He stepped forward and backward in goodstead. I was happy for him though when he walked, he still had to move slowly. He would bring one foot at a time and then he would move forward. Heru mentioned that when Soni ran slowly, he would skip and sometimes he ran like a horse.
Margarita told me that Heru loved to meet me because he felt like an adult. He liked to be seen like a grown-up and he loved having heights like a grown-up. It was like he was already big enough to speak to adult and looked like an adult. So, possessing Yani's physical body was like that for him and Heru loved to be pampered by me. And he loved talking to me because I was like his favourite uncle. Then she mentioned that Heru was more tougher than Soni. Soni would cry like a baby when he was not given those things that he wanted. Heru on the other hand, would like to make himself look tough and he would not be happy if they treated him like a child. He disliked his chubby cheeks being pinched lightly by adult spirits as they complimented his cute features.
In the middle of December 1993, Heru told me about the coming Christmas celebration that Gordon, Natalia and the rest had planned for themselves. I felt pleased with this information because I could feel and 'see' that Natalia, Gordon and the rest were happy together like a family and I felt satisfied and happy for them too. So, a few days before Christmas, I told Heru that I wanted to give a present to Natalia. I wrote a note to her on a piece of paper that was the exact size of an Indonesian rupiah currency. It was the only way for me to passed a written note to her because I had thought that if they could make money disappeared and materialised, then they probably could do that if I wrote on a piece of paper.
I wrote,"To Natalia. Though I am not available to see you celebrate the coming Christmas, I am there with you to celebrate Christmas within your heart. I will always be your brother and I will always be there for you whenever you need me. Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year everyone. God Bless All Of You! With All My Love, Your Brother, Mas Robi."
Heru told me to place the note inside a small drawer of a desk in the living room. Then I left it for a few minutes. Yani was in a dazed state of mind. Like staring at something in a distant place. Later when I opened that drawer, the note was gone.
The day after Christmas, Heru came again and said that Kakak's maid, Mbah had helped him to take that piece of paper for him and he had given that note to Natalia. On the night of Christmas, Gordon had read that note near the Christmas Tree to everyone that were present in their home to celebrate Christmas. Heru told me that Natalia's eyes were full of tears when she heard Gordon read my note and all of them clapped their hands after listening to my written note to Natalia.
Then show it to my world and yours,
That we are not nothing.
We have feelings too.
Our Love is like I Love You.
If you wish to know my love,
Then show it to the world
Our love for them too.
We say 'Goodbye' because We must
But that doesn't mean We must.
If you feel me now,
Please forgive me now.
For I came so far to say to you,
I love you and please love life,
The way I love you now.
Prayers of the souls from near you
(The above text is written by automatic writing technique only today and now as I conclude this chapter. You can feel them within your heart and see them within your mind. They are near you.)
Natalia came to meet me in the early period of November just to chat about general matters pertaining to their new home and how they were doing. I was talking to her about the boys and then a thought came to me about the boys' age and also about their birth date. So I told Natalia, "Why not have a birthday celebration and party for Budi, Soni and Heru. I thought about it and I told Natalia to make those boys wondered about having the dates of their birth the same, so that they could celebrate it together and to celebrate it as soon as possible. It was also a good way for them to know their neighbours and a house warming invitation for them. Natalia was very happy with the idea. And the 14th of November, was the birthday celebration for Budi, Soni and Heru. I knew it was good for them to know and experience what it was like to have friends coming over to their birthday party and having numerous friends talking and playing with them.
It was a grand party and it was just like they had wanted. I was very pleased with their birthday celebration and Natalia told me that Gordon had invited all their neighbours and friends to attend the birthday party for the boys. He had specially invited a clown to play and entertaining the children. Budi, Soni and Heru had a great time. They loved meeting children and having them over to play games with their new friends. Natalia told me that the boys had received many presents and Gordon was thrilled to have his friends to celebrate together with him and his family. Margarita, Mas Anton and Ricky were there too to make the occasion more lively and fun for the guests. That was the information I had gathered from Natalia, Margarita, Mas Anton.
The boys were still unavailable for me to talk to for reasons I did not know until one day when Heru told me that they were told by Natalia and Gordon not to disturb Yani and I, because Natalia had told them that Yani and I were too busy and exhausted to talk to them. I found out from Heru too that Natalia had warned them of going to my new home because she did not want Kakak's family to be disturbed by them. They were also afraid of going into my new home because they did not know Kakak's family but they usually walked past outside my house just to peek and see who were or was inside it.
The first time I met Heru in my new home was in the early period of December 1993. Heru said that he had made himself brave to approach Kakak. He narrated to me what he had done and said.
He had knocked on the door and at the same time calling out, 'Permisi! Permisi! (Excuse me! Excuse me)' loudly. Then Kakak opened the door. Then he spoke to her like this,"Permisi. Saya datang untuk berjumpa dengan Om Bi. Boleh nggak?" In English, he said, "Excuse me. I've come to meet my uncle Bi. Can or cannot?" Kakak asked him who he was and he had introduced himself to her and she replied to him, "Oh! Boleh. Kamu boleh jumpa Om kamu" (Oh! Can. You can meet your uncle.)'.
Heru said that Kakak had commented that he looked very cute and she had slightly pinched his chubby cheek. And they became good with each other like a big sister and a little brother. From that day onward, Heru came very often to meet me. Then Budi and Soni came to meet me too. They said that their birthday celebration was very good and they had a wonderful time. They loved receiving presents from their friends. It was their way to thank me for showing my love for them too.
One thing I noticed when I spoke to Heru and Soni, they seemed to have developed their communication skills with me though they sometimes found it hard to express or explain things to me. They seemed to have grown up much faster in their spirit world if compared to the physical world babies and children.
I remembered teaching Heru to nod his head as he listened to the songs or music. He loved that and I also taught Budi, Soni and Heru to raise their hands and sway their hands side to side when they danced. They loved raggae songs and music.
I remembered looking at Soni danced slowly with his legs kicking right to left and left to right. He stepped forward and backward in goodstead. I was happy for him though when he walked, he still had to move slowly. He would bring one foot at a time and then he would move forward. Heru mentioned that when Soni ran slowly, he would skip and sometimes he ran like a horse.
Margarita told me that Heru loved to meet me because he felt like an adult. He liked to be seen like a grown-up and he loved having heights like a grown-up. It was like he was already big enough to speak to adult and looked like an adult. So, possessing Yani's physical body was like that for him and Heru loved to be pampered by me. And he loved talking to me because I was like his favourite uncle. Then she mentioned that Heru was more tougher than Soni. Soni would cry like a baby when he was not given those things that he wanted. Heru on the other hand, would like to make himself look tough and he would not be happy if they treated him like a child. He disliked his chubby cheeks being pinched lightly by adult spirits as they complimented his cute features.
In the middle of December 1993, Heru told me about the coming Christmas celebration that Gordon, Natalia and the rest had planned for themselves. I felt pleased with this information because I could feel and 'see' that Natalia, Gordon and the rest were happy together like a family and I felt satisfied and happy for them too. So, a few days before Christmas, I told Heru that I wanted to give a present to Natalia. I wrote a note to her on a piece of paper that was the exact size of an Indonesian rupiah currency. It was the only way for me to passed a written note to her because I had thought that if they could make money disappeared and materialised, then they probably could do that if I wrote on a piece of paper.
I wrote,"To Natalia. Though I am not available to see you celebrate the coming Christmas, I am there with you to celebrate Christmas within your heart. I will always be your brother and I will always be there for you whenever you need me. Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year everyone. God Bless All Of You! With All My Love, Your Brother, Mas Robi."
Heru told me to place the note inside a small drawer of a desk in the living room. Then I left it for a few minutes. Yani was in a dazed state of mind. Like staring at something in a distant place. Later when I opened that drawer, the note was gone.
The day after Christmas, Heru came again and said that Kakak's maid, Mbah had helped him to take that piece of paper for him and he had given that note to Natalia. On the night of Christmas, Gordon had read that note near the Christmas Tree to everyone that were present in their home to celebrate Christmas. Heru told me that Natalia's eyes were full of tears when she heard Gordon read my note and all of them clapped their hands after listening to my written note to Natalia.
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